I heart her

This movie is on now....and it makes me remember why i heart her so much.....My ultimate halloween costume....ahhhhh maybe one day

WooWoo

Dude...I totally forgot that Lost comes back on tonight....Do it!!!!!!

Michael Bay is the devil.....

Noooooooooooooo!!!!!!

New Line pictures is planning a remake of the Nightmare on Elm Street franchise.
Michael Bay's production company will oversee the re-imagining.
At this point it's uncertain if Robert Englund, who portrayed Freddy Krueger in nine films and the TV show, will be back to portray the legendary serial killer.
Ughhh. Bay is already fucking up Friday the 13th for a remake of that.
He better not mess with Elm Street!

The right stuff

It has been a million years.....but i still love this face

HOLY SHIT.....SO MUCH FOR MY SAVINGS

After months of speculation and rumor, the Kids are coming back. A well-placed source tells PEOPLE exclusively that New Kids On The Block are indeed getting back together. The band's Web site, www.nkotb.com, which had been dormant, is now back up and running in anticipation of the official announcement, which the source says will be made in the next few weeks. The site currently features a television graphic with a fuzzy, flickering photos of NKOTB in their heyday, and a link inviting fans to sign up for info.The boy band, which made legions of tweens swoon in the early '90s, selling more than 50 million albums, became a worldwide phenomenon before calling it quits in 1994. Eighteen years later, they're still "Hangin' Tough." The oldest "Kid," Jonathan Knight, now a real estate developer, will turn 40 later this year. Since the band's demise, former members Donnie Wahlberg, 38, and Joey McIntyre, 35, have seen acting success, while Danny Wood, 38, has worked as a music producer and Knight's brother, Jordan, 37, has continued to record.

Muffins with mommie

Too cute...my son and his favorite chocolate muffin mouth

Holy crap

Took pictures of myself in my underwear today and promptly put said clothes back on and went out and bought exercise bike....Ughhhhh, worse than i thought.....I look about 7 months pregnant, and my kid is 3.....Nose hurts like crazy, face and eye swollen, suppose to go back to work on monday....sucks

Collage

Here is my finished product from our recent Artsy Mamas Massage and Collage night

Great pics.....and this is all i will say

I can't quit you.....

R.I.P Heath....you suck.....i am really pissed at you.....what a waste of a beautiful talent

Stop light

Coen is obsessed with this stoplight my dad made for him out of old catfood cans....I have had to read to it and tuck it in the bed with him......Oh monkey

Stuck in recovery hell

So here i am a week later and am still fighting the metal boogers in my head....My pain meds make me wanna sleep all the time and are giving me wicked dreams....i was vomiting in my dream the other night and woke up gagging...nice....I thought i would be more "healed" by now, but what do i know i am only a nurse....I am bitting Dentons head off and being really short with Coen, i am soooo tired of being trapped in the house...UGH

This weekend is gonna suck, in a big way. It is cool because Sarah is coming down and i havent seen her in forever so that will be nice. But the downside is Jules is moving yo New Orleans. I am really happy for her, but it still sucks. We havent lived apart since high school and without Sarah here it just sucks harder. If it werent for my Artsy Mamas i would totally be circling at the bottom of the bell jar, as of now i am hanging precariously on the edge. I know we will see each other, it's one of my fave towns and only 8 hours away. But with a husband, a 3 year old, a job, and all the other stuff in my life, it might as well be mars....

It seems like i am finally entering that phase in my life where i am really having to let go of some relationships and allow them to change. I always knew i couldnt be 23 forever, but i didnt know how much that seperation would sting. I am trying to look at it postitively and grow from it, but i am literally loosing my best friend....And it sucks worse than metal boogers in my face....

And the winners are

—Picture, Drama: "Atonement."
—Actress, Drama: Julie Christie, "Away From Her."
—Actor, Drama: Daniel Day-Lewis, "There Will Be Blood."
—Picture, Musical or Comedy: "Sweeney Todd."
—Actress, Musical or Comedy: Marion Cotillard, "La Vie En Rose."
—Actor, Musical or Comedy: Johnny Depp, "Sweeney Todd."
—Supporting Actress: Cate Blanchett, "I'm Not There."
—Supporting Actor: Javier Bardem, "No Country for Old Men."
—Director: Julian Schnabel, "The Diving Bell and the Butterfly."
—Screenplay: Ethan Coen and Joel Coen, "No Country for Old Men."
—Foreign Language: "The Diving Bell and the Butterfly," France and U.S.
—Animated Film: "Ratatouille."
—Original Score: Dario Marianelli, "Atonement."
—Original Song: "Guaranteed" from "Into the Wild."


And my sons namesake won for best screenplay Go Coen brothers!!!!!!!
Okay if i miss seeing Johnny Depp FINALLY win an oscar i am gonna be PISSED.... the man needs to step up and pay the little people and get this strike over with

Care plans

So anyone who has ever been in nursing school knows about care plans...they are the bane of your existence while in school, endless hours spent thinking about, working on, or crying over things that seem sooooo obvious. You basically state what is wrong, find out why, why said thing happened, what to do about it and what the outcome will be... So i am sitting here watching "The L word", and wishing i was half as classy as my favorite lesbos. So here is a sample of my care plan....
I can't just say "I want to loose weight." Because anyone who knows me or has seen me knows this is so.
Problem : I am a fat ass
As evidenced by : My fat ass, my lack of clothes, my lack of self esteem
What Got me here : Eating crap and not moving
What I Want: To not have a fat ass, no rolls, 1 chin, ass lines, no bird flap arms
What to do : Eat better, move my ass
Outcome : Be thinner, have self esteem, be healthier, size 8

Make your own care plan....discuss

When loosing your virginity meant something

Ahhhhh, back in the days of high waisted ripped jeans, floppy hats and blazers. Good times, good times. Oh how i miss them....Not. So i am up to the point of season one when Brenda decides to finally GIVE IT UP to hot ass Dylan McKay. Remember when people actually "held" onto their virginity, when they didnt flash their vj jays at everybody under their miniskirts or wore different colored bracelets for what sexual favors they would do.....It really scares me to think about what kind of world Coen will grow up in.

Wise words

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Sarah sent me this and i thought it was beautiful

Nasally gang raped

Thats how i feel...raw, angry, painful, and exhausted, much like jenna jameson feels after a long day at work. But in a different orrifice.

I was doing goow intil late tuesday night when the packing left in my nose really started to get to me. I could feel it in my face. So i had my follow up thursday to remove the last bit of packing. He numbed me up really well but when he pulled out that packing i had 3 reactions. 1) To punch him in the face, 2) Throw up, or 3) pass out. Talk about pain, holy shannen doherty!!!!! It felt like someone stabbed me in the nose with a knitiing needle. He showed it to me as blood poured from my face, it looked was in 2 pieces and looked like a tampon. So the rest of the day has sucked...Now i am all dried out and feel like i have little metal boogers in my nose, and since i cant blow it they just sit there....Ugh

So i have done pretty much nothing but sleep and watch the first season of 90210....still hurting...bugger

But here is something to make you grin

Miserable

Miserable today....pain finally setting in....not really pain, just uncomfortable.
Wish i could go to NOLA with Juli and Sarah next week....i am bummed

Things that annoy me this week

mmmmmm.
The Golden Globes have been cancelled, i love the globes and religiously watch them every year....I wish they would pay up and end the strike already....If they cancel the Oscars i might hvae to have a tantrum
I hate that once again it looks like both of my fave teams on the Amazing Race are out...ugh
I hate all the Britney talk, that woman has some issues
I hate feeling like crap, but hopefully that will be over soon
I hate that Juli is moving away
I hate that Sarah is not here

I can smell clearly now

Wow today was the first day in 3 months i have wokedn up without a headache....I feel better 1 day postop than i did before...But let me back up...
So i got to the hospital alittle before 7 monday morning, they took my vitals and i had just started knitting when they came in and told me they were coming to get me. I peed and got into my sexy gown real fast and they took me to holding.
It is always surreal for me to get any surgery at MTMC, since i work there people are always stopping by to chat, Gaye who was my nurse was also the lady who taught me to start iv's 7 years ago. My parents got there late, and there were only 2 of us in holding so they let my fam come back before my surgery and say hi. Dr Bell also came by, i love him. My anesthasiologist was actually a guy i went to high school with, Wayne Henderson, funny. So they took me to the OR at 8:39, i breathed the mask and was out.....
I woke up in recovery and drank some coke and was taken back to my room. Dr Bell went out and talked to my family and I went home. Dr Bell said he drained alot of mucus and puss out of my sinuses, he said it was one of the worst cases he had seen. My sinuses were grey instead of pink and there was alot of junk just sitting around in there..Yah...
I have slept most of the time, but i was up when sweet Jen brought me a frosty, and it was good. My throat is so sore from the tube and it felt great.
I went to my post op appointment today, which i was dreading, but they numbed me up so much i couldnt even feel my front teeth. When Dr Bell had the scope in my nose he handed me the eyepiece so i could look into my own sinus cavity which was super cool. I still have some paking in that he will remove thursday...But all in all i feel great. I am a little swollen and sore and really want to blow my nose, but i am doing my washes with my water pik and taking my meds....Thanks for the thoughts and prayers....

This is the shit

Dude......I wanna do THIS!!!!!

Here come the nerves

So...I am all showered with my antibiotic wash, (although i dont know why since the surgery is on my nose), and am all ready for my surgery in the morning. And now i am getting really nervous. I am sure i will be okay, i trust my doctor and what i am having done is not a really indepth surgery, i mean it's not open heart or anything, but i still worry. I hate going to sleep, it is such a weird feeling and the medicine they give you before hand always makes me so jittery and makes my teeth chatter. But i know it has to be done, now or later, it will have to be done. My left sinus is completely closed off and wont reopen on it's own. So i have to get it done.....
I havent seen Coen since Friday. He was to spend the night, Friday at moms and decided to spend Saturday night too. They brought him home today at 5:30, but he fell asleep in the car and still hasnt woken up, he is down for the night i think...It sucks, i wanted to hug and kiss on him tonight...boooo
Dentons mom was suppose to come in today and stay until tuesdat to help us out, but she now has strep, which she got from Coen, and cant come....So mema is coming over at 6am to be here when Coen gets up, and Denton is off the rest of the week....I got my Mamas bringing my fam food all week and my first season of 90210 to watch so i think, hope the week will be smooth....than onto my new years resolutions.....Jen and I are working on our diet, we are making a pact....wootwoot....
Keep me in your prayers

Mokey-man

God i love this guy.......he is workin his mama made scarf.....

Two am makeover

SOOOOOO, after hours and hours and hours of watching ANTM i decided to change my appearance....I need to start the new year, a new...

So, i dyed my hair red and decided to work the Bettie Page bangs again....(sorry Terra).... I know they look crooked, but they are not, they are in shock!!!!!!!

MMMMM i'm lovin it

The Year of the Shea

Alrighty than.......

So, I have dubbed this "The Year of the Shea"
Lame i know, but i swear to god this year i am going to make a change....yeahyeahyeah....i know i have said this for the past 80 years, but this year it is true...i am sooo bored of my life and bored of making the same bullshit resolutions year after year after year....I wan to be healthy and thin and a good wife and mom and finish school and become president and end world hunger....blah blah blah.....
Shit, it's all shit....
I know what i have to do, i just have to get off my ass and DO IT......
So after next week, after my surgery, no more sitting on the couch eating big macs and watching marathons of "America's Next Top Model," I need to work out and exercise...yah...
I do it every year, get real, loose 30 pounds, than i start thinking i look hot and loose my mind and gain it all back....HELP....
Anyway so stay tuned for more ramblings from a recovering carb junkie....loves